Life is so technical...

I have been realizing lately that life is full of technicalities.  Relationships are simply things we can't say, and things we can, according to the situation.  Well, at least some relationships are.  There are always things that are being held back...things that are...eh.

Maybe I'll write about that later.  I wrote this a couple weeks ago.  Enjoy:

I think I'll just sit here a while

And think of our times in the sun

It was beautiful and it was warm

With an entire world for us to run

The stars we couldn't see hanging

And the wounds we wouldn't speak of

The world was ours for the taking

yes, the world was ours for the taking

We're on a path we can't control

Led into lives we don't want to keep

Keep the make up and lie to ones we love

Feeling empty when it's through

But nothing could change how I feel now

I love you.

I'll be here whenever you want me

The center of something I don't own.

But this is harder than I imagined

I really wish I would have known

I'm trying my hardest here

So I hope you understand

This isn't something that I'm used to

This wasn't something that I planned

We're on a path we can't control

Led into lives we don't want to keep

Keep the make up and lie to ones we love

But feeling empty when it's through

But nothing could change how I feel now

I love you.

I can say that it was perfect

I can say I wouldn't change a thing

I can say that it was perfect

I  can say I wouldn't change a thing

California

I miss you. I love you.  I do.

I'll make it up to you I swear

Just be home when I get there.